My dose of diazepam came in the mail today, in the form of a stack of application forms.

However, it's been a volatile day. Intense feelings of insecurity, internal struggles and dissatisfaction. Then, irritation with stupid ah-sohs talking rot on 95.8 with the worst ever Mandarin I've heard. We're a pathetic bunch. Can't speak english, can't do mandarin, even the dialects aren't pure.

Then I get all upset again ... crap. Oh gosh, i need to get out of this depressive mood. Too volatile.