Thursday, and still counting. Today doesn't look too cheery. One of my writeups is totally lacking in content, going off to kk in a while to see if I can dig out the missing parts. If not, I'll just get a new case and submit this on Monday. Fuck KSG and her antics.

And meeting nuh tutor again, to present a case. I don't look forward to these sessions. I know it's all about showmanship and yada yada, but sometimes ... *raise eyebrows and think do I really need to do this?* Then, to visit someone in nuh, something I do not enjoy at all. Hope he's not with company.

And going back AGAIN to kk in the evening for another tutorial. Tutor's good though, but we ain't got a case to discuss, so no idea what's going to happen. Hope it'll not be like yesterday. Mock exam that shocked the crap out of me since I've never done an obs examination on my own before, and definitely not in front of 3 classmates, a houseman, and a consultant. It was awful, although thankfully I didn't do too poorly at all.

Only meeting at 8 tonight, that's sad. I need people to talk to, but good conversation is so hard to come by. Perhaps, just companionship . Was just having a discussion last night and got quite agitated about how I fucked up my life with poor choices. Hmm. But heck. It's over, it's past, it's irredeemable.

Odd, huh? Blues the whole week, and severe ones for the last 2 days. A chamomile infusion is definitely in order.